TODAY.

HAHAHA.
whataday.

Second day of school.
I slept thru most of it!
So tired wah, my time not yet back to normal.. Dang!

so.. hmm.. what happened today?

okay. school.
no temperature check ah today!
and they just ask us to wash hands with DULUTED dettol. XD which is minimizing the effect of dettol. haiyo~
brought the new folder me and steph bought together at nanyang and decorated it with ribbons today.. XD
hers is PINK mine is PURPLE. HAHA!
there was no assembly today coz heard the principal is sick wa.. uhoh? xD

so classes went on, i fell asleep thru most of dem (so tiring, so boring)
esp rmbr sleeping relli deeply during POA while tchr was somewhat story telling =_= (which is reading stuff from the book to us.) gahh! HAHA.

it was hot today, surprisingly. im always cold and always require a jacket to keep me warm XD
had PE today too, but i didnt run coz i was wearin skirt with pe shirt, but ended up helping tchr pick up the marker cones instead. =_= curses.

after school, went lunch with steph, ricky, david, karwen, sophia, cynthia and yin. xD
so many people oh xD HAHA.
we went to bucaneer .
things kinda went haywire there.. aiyo.

after that went back to class..
wahh.. so full + so sleepy.
geo again!
so so so wanna sleep that time xD but cudnt. sitting js right in front of tchr. T.T
after geo, was more awake liaw. xD

after school at 4, went to steph house to research micheal jackson stuff.
he's a relli sexy dance man! shitttt! he's HAWT ><
why did u go, MJ? =(
i like his dance in thriller. best dance ever!

around 6, cuz called me.
say go out for dinner.
so around 6.30 o 7, my maid picked me up and go home.
cuz was edi waiting there. so i showered and went out for dinner at bucaneer AGAIN wa!
my dad was there too with his.. uhmm.. boss ka? =,= dno la.
my dad dint recognize me at first HAHA.

so we ate. i ate beef steak and black pepper sauce! niceeeeeeeee!
i order expensive expensive de coz its cuz lanja wa HAHAHA.
den i ordered rambutan freeze.
wow, wad a BIGGGGGGG glass >_>

eating halfway, it started to rain VERY HEAVILY.
and cuz parked his car in town, other side from bucaneer >_> omg.
so we waited awhile.
When we payed, we went out, the road was FLOODED ><
omg! lucky i was wearing slippers xD
so we had no choice, ran around in the rain all the back into the car.
my hair got rlli wet. XD
HAHA.
hope i dont get sick la.
showered as soon as i got back home, den here i am blogging.
that's all for now!!
it's gonna b a longggggg week at school! sighss =(

xoxo/

Blog Update!

well, i haven't blogged once since the hols started, so i prolli should.

nth much is happening.. js hangin out, chillin'.

Not very long ago was Sue's Sweet 16. =D
The famous pink and black party xD
The place was decorated very pink-ish and black-ish.
Alot of people were dere.. including T. tawny and T. carol. xD

Overall, we ended up dancing.
Tho there were no drinks, I felt like i was tipsy.
I couldn't feel the ground.
All due to the blinking lights. Gawd xD

I even stepped on glass.
Still painful nw.
I gt it out tho xD
Yeugghh..

But.. great party! xD

I'm going to bandar tmrw, empire.
Father's day! Uncle's treat! OH YEAH! XD

This hols, i'm so boredddd...
=(

Sighs. I want movies xD
And food.
I'm craving for sushi..damn it. =_=

Hais.

I am so lost .
I don't even know how I feel anymore.

You know..
To a point where it just hurts too much to bear, and you just become NUMB?


You told me
There's no need
To talk it out
Cause it's too late
To proceed
And slowly
I took your words
And walked away
No looking back
I wont regret, no
I will find my way
I'm broken
But still I have to say

It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, Ok
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I won't return
Our bridge has burnt down
I'm stronger now
Alright, Ok
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

Your love was nothing but a game
Portrait a role
You took control, I
I couldn't help but fall
So deep
But now I see things clear

It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, Ok
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I won't return
Our bridge has burnt down
I'm stronger now
Alright, Ok
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Don't waste your fiction tears on me
Just save them for someone in need
It's Way too late
I'm closing the door

It's alright, OK
Alright, OK
Without you
No matter what you say
It's alright, OK
Alright, OK
Without you
I won't be sorry


Is it gonna end like that?
I don't even know anymore..
I don't know what's the truth, what's the lies..

When I can finally learn to trust, are you still gonna be there, loving me as deeply as ever?
I'm doubting it.. do you even love me now?
I don't know if I'm going to be better without you.
All I know is how much I'm afraid to lose you.

The way you care about her, the way you protect her..
I don't get any of that from you.
To me, I'm probably just .. what?
Someone not worth caring for?
You even asked me to back off.
Look at how deep that affection is.

Me? I get nothing.
Maybe I do.. insults? negative comments?
You don't even treat me like you love me..
So what is really it?
What do you want from me?
Or do you just want to continue hurting me..
Until you're fully satisfied..?

My mind is so full of 'what could have beens' now..
I'm sure there's a reason behind it, even though you ask me to put it behind.

It feels like I'm a reject here.
And it hurts so.. so.. bad..

I don't know what to think anymore.
You're gonna keep assuring me, I'm gonna keep believing you, and when something appears up again, the whole thing is js gonna repeat.
I don't know how much of this I can take..

If you really love me, show me..
If you don't love me, just tell me..

I rather you hurt me now then hurt me for a long period of time..
Please, please, just tell me the truth..
I don't mind.
I won't get mad.
I'll be upset but i'll just walk away without a sound.

But you've got to know that the feelings I have for you are real.
100% real, and deeper than ever..

I can't take a relationship full of one-sidedness anymore.

But that's okay..
If things continue like that..
I'm gonna learn hw to let you go..
I believe both of us will be happier that way.

I can't believe you had to make my whole day like that..
I was over it, I was going thru enough, and you just had to land a bomb on me..

I feel like I can't even get one day of full happiness anymore..
Even tho I'm happy, deep inside my heart, it hurts when I think of you...

I need an answer. I need to make a decision..
But what is it?

I don't wanna regret anymore..

I feel broken. Sighs..

Baby, I love you, I need you, I wanna trust you..
Help me with that..

Exams!

Exam time, baby. =(

Sighhss.. can't go out, can't watch tv, can't relli do anything bt study.
Especially geo and commerce.
I give up on POA.. :(

Geo kills me..=,=

Sighs. Exams end on the 30th!
8 days of exams..
Quickly end laa..:(
I miss having holidays.
During the holidays, I need to start losing weight =(
I'm getting chubbier and chubbier.
Ahhhhhhhh T.T

Yesterday, it was my baby's birthday!
FEFE!
My other Vicky xD
<3 16 liaw bwohh..
sigh. every1 turning 16, I feel damn baby-ish xD
Sorry I couldn't give you anything, Fe.:(
I could only sing you a bday song, a comment on fb and a note on the paper.
But it's the thoughts that count, and we're childhood besties!
Nothing can beat that =p
All the stupid things we did when we were young.. xD!

My blog's boring ah.
No updating the songs, no pictures, no nth.
Js my thoughts.. xD
Haha. lazy ba. I'm nt patient. =,=

Anyway, I go study, den head off to sleep.~

Countdown to end of exams : 10 days.
Wah chibaii.. -.-

xoxo/

Hmm..

Karwen's bbq gathering..
Aww..miss it already.

HHAHA.
Kar wen, throw another one!~ xD

Drank, played truth or dare, had to do stuff I'd nvr do b4, same goes for other people.. xD

Theysaid i was drunk.
i DONT THINK SO.
Think i stupid one kah?
If i was drunk I WHUD KNOW LA~
HAHAHA.
I think.
Okay whatever~

LIES. I was not drunk.
Fullstop. =p

xoxo/

My last Sports Day at CHMS, KB.

And it was memorable.
I promised myself I'd make it memorable.
The whole day was, actually. =)
It doesn't matter what position we got, everyone tried their best.
After all, only lost by 1 point. HAHAHA.
Which is so much better than last year.
Oh well~

This is pretty much what happened the whole day.

Morning, I woke up. 6 smth already awake.
Went shower and ready all my stuffss..
Was messaging with karwen.
She kept reminding me to bring the banner and cardboards.
Which was made by me and steph (:
Woo~

After that, got onto the car.
Keep complaining to daddy that I stress~
HAHAHA.
Then when we near the teapot junction there
''OMG PA! i forgot the cardboards!''

hahahahaa..

so.. yeah.. go back and take. =,=
Finally, reached Mumong complex.
Everyone already there HAHA.
Can hear Fefe they all cheering ahh =p
Went inside, den i took my number.

707!! =)

After that, Stephanie took the markers we bought the previous day and Kristy drew my hand.
PEACE .^^
Then 800m took place.
We were cheering for Green house all the way!
Sally and Karwen ran 800m!
Congrats for making it! xD



Then after awhile, it was time for marching.
Huhu..
Me, steph, karwen and fefe had to hold the boards.
The lil kids held the banner saying 'VICTORY!'. =)
HAHA.

Sally and Gekhui hold the flags lahh..
So serious wa ppl marching! HAHAHAHA.

Kiri, kiri, kiri kanan kiri~ XD!


Marching was alright, could see the principal and the BODs were quite impressed?
We got 2nd, so yeah. HAHA.
Mmm..

After that, I had a long break before my 100m started.
I drank 100+, and cheered for my greenhouse mates that were running.
Went around, talking with friends, taking pics.
Haha.

Then, tchr alice came and yelled at me.
=,= Apparently my 100m was almost up.
I was nervous as helllll..
Keep spraying my legs with those muscle relief spray.
Until hothot cold cold xD
HAHA.


So I ran, oh well.
I'm not a sprinter, I've said so. =/
At least didn't get last =,=
Shortly after that, had to prepare for relay.=/
Gosh..
When it was time for relay, the sun was already getting to me.
I felt my head sway and very heavy.
I couldn't run fast.
Oh well, it's alright. We did our best.=)


After that, all the moments were cherished.
Group photos..
With all the houses, and green house alone. =)
Pics are in my FB.
I love the group picture of green house.
I'm forever green! =)) <3

In the end, go home, rest half hour, steph ask me go wywy.
So we went, with my blushing (no,really. sunburn made me haf blushing cheeks xD) cheeks.

That was all, that day..
My third and last sport's day.
^^

Next few days, confirmed that green house didn't get last, green house beat blue house.

I dno now la..

HAHAHA.

Right nw, badminton's going on.
Hmm..
I didn't update myself with that.

xD

That's all for nw.
xoxo/

Sports Day

so, sport's day tomorrow?
i'm nt really looking forward to it.
hmm.
okok la..

it'll just end in leg cramps, sunburn and muscle pain (which is currently enough, going to be made worse tomorrow.)

one thing tho, ihope it doesn't rain.
that's WORSE.

will also be the last time i can say that i've competed for an event for sport's day in chms.
this is my last time, i guess i better cherish the moments ?

i'll be rooting for my friends (:
good luck to those competing in events!
jia you~

i hope all ends well. :)
that's all for now.

xoxo/